FINDING SOLACE

THERE ARE TIMES WEN I BEGIN TO WONDER
WAT WUD BE BETTER
IS IT TO BE SURPASSED BY LOVE
OR
NEVER TO BE LOVED..........
SOMETIMES I DO THINK
WAT WUD MAKE ME HAPPIER
IS IT THE HALO OF SUCCESS OVER MY SOUL
OR
THE SCREAMS OF FROLIC N FREEDOM............
I ASK MYSELF A MILLION TIMES
HOW WUD MY HEART FIND BLISS
SHOULD I STOP IT FROM FALLIN PREY TO TEMPT
OR
SHOULD I LET IT FLY TO WHERE I HAVE DREAMT.........
I DO SOMETIMES ASK MYSELF
WHERE IS MY POINT OF DESTINY
IS IT WHERE THE WORLD IS PUSHING ME TO
OR
IS IT WHERE MY SENSES ARE DYING TO BELONG..................
WHERE MY JOYS WOULD BREATH AGAIN
WHERE MY HEART WUD NO MORE BE SANE
WHERE I WUD FIND MYSELF.........
AND
WHERE I WUD LOSE MYSELF.............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NIRVANA

A PHASE IN TRUTH
WEN IMAGINATION IGNITES
A CHANCE IN FAITH
WEN THE SOUL TAKES A STRIDE
ITS NOT ABOUT RELIGION
NOT EVEN ABOUT WEALTH
DOES NOT DESCRIBE THE 'HOLY ONE'
AND IT HAS NO STEALTH
ITS NOT GOIN TO CONFINE
NO LIMITS ARE DEFINED
TAKES U TO A HIGHER SELF
A FEELING MOST DIVINE
THE STATE IN TIME
WEN NOTHING SEEMS AMISS
THE WAKE IN WORSHIP
WEN THE HEART IS IN BLISS

IT STARTS WITH A LIFE
WEN MYSTERY HOLDS EACH BREATH
THE MIND SEARCHES AN ANSWER
FOR EVERY SAY AND EVERY STEP
MOMENTS OF CHAOS
JADED AND ENGROSSED
A SOUL NOT STABLE
UNABLE TO SEE ACROSS
IN LONLINESS IT CREEPS
WITH THE RULES TO ABIDE
BUT THE HEART YEARNS TO SWAY
AWAY WITH THE ZEAL IN TIME
HARMONY IT ACCQUIRES
IN FAITH IT CONFIDES
ENERGY HOLDS THE SPIRIT
SWINGS IT UPTO THE SKY

TO SURRENDER TO THE HEAVENS
THE GLORY AND THE MIGHT
WIT SACRIFICES AND VOWS
TO GRATIFY AND UNITE
WITH ENLIGHTTENED VISION
TO REGALE AND STRENGTHEN
WITH FREEDOM TO GRAB THE STARS
AND A MIND JUST AS STABLE
REACHING FAR ABOVE
BEYOND THE CONCIOUS SOUL
RIGHT UPTO THE ZENITH
TO CAPTIVATE AND BEHOLD

THE ENRAPTURE OF NATURE
THE STRENGTH OF TRUTH
WHICH NESTLES THE MANKIND
FROM FURY AND RUTH
THE JOUNEY OF LIFE
A CHAPTER TILL DEATH
OF CREATIONS TO INVENTIONS
AND FINALLY TO MYTH
A SAGA OF ILLUSIONS
DREAMS TO FEEL CONTENT
OF HELPING THE BEING

TO EMERGE OUT OF RESENT

BEING ENLIVENED BY TRUST
A HOPE IN WORSHIP
WHICH RENOUNCES THE WRATH
THE PAIN AND THE HARDSHIP
A GEM OF BELIEF
WHICH THE MIND ATTAINS
ASSURANCE TO HEAL GRIEF
AND ETERNAL SPIRITS RETAINED
A JOY UNBOUNDED
IT ENRICHES THE SOUL
THE INTELLECT - IT RECIEVES
POWERS TO WITH HOLD

LIFE HAS SURPASSED
THE UNDERSTANDING OF MERE THOUGHTS
DREAMS ARE INCITED
TO REACH THE CELESTIAL GODS

A WORLD SO BLESSED..................
A LIFE UPHELD............

YES, THE SOL DID SUCCUMB
TO THE GLORY RECIEVED

IT INDEED WAS....................

A PHASE IN TRUTH
WEN IMAGINATION DID IGNITE!
A CHANCE IN FAITH
WEN THE SOUL TOOK A STRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FORLORN

The feelings dat engulf me at this time are so restless
i hope to the deepest breath of my soul dat i may remain n not get lost in this crowd. in this crowd of mere ordinary souls
i dont want to lose my own dirth
there a so many moment wher fear holds on to me
n i feel that i may be left as the one int the maddening crowd of 'no one'
but i swear i dont want to be one among dat
the ways wud seem better
doin smthin good
give meaning to my existence
though i have happiness to myself
i want to find peace
abolish anger from my very mindset
i want love but wen i get it
donno how to reciprocate
dats i how happen to lose it
i jus donno why it happens
maybe i think more from my mind dan from my heart
but dats not the way it should go i guess
love needs to be understood
realized
felt even in the absence of the person
it has to be accepted the way it is expressed
but does it mean
dat it can be expressed any how
does it mean dat u just belive in it
even if the person dosent show it
how do u judge if the love u have is true
how do u decide if the feelings showered upon u are deep from the soul
how
i need to know
coz it hurts
wen u feel dat somthing somewhere is wrong
being loved ................... truly
is one of the most beautiful feeling
n i want to feel the truth of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!